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London, Leicester and Kerala
I am a Medical Doctor, born and brought up in Kerala, settled in England for last 27 years. Interested in almost any and every field under the sun. I believe in 'Simple living and simple thinking'and try to follow this principle in life...This is a snapshot of what I wish to write; but many of the things I want to write are still under the iceberg! Lokah Samastha Sukhino Bhavanthu

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Monday, 18 May 2009

Red faced

Indians have again done themselves proud by 'mature voting' and giving a clear mandate in the recently concluded Elections, the biggest democratic process in the world. In todays unpredictive world specifically in South Asia where she is surrounded by volatile neighbours, India has shown the world the true meaning of 'by the people, for the people and of the people'.

In this 'election cyclone' along with the caste and communal politics, the communists also fell. They were routed in the red fortresses of Kerala, and its own Bastion in Bengal. What has happened since late Harkishan singh Surjeet handed over Party's mantle to the so called young 'Karats' and 'Yachuris'? How come from a tally of about 59 seats in 2004 they came down to a mere 24 in 2009?

A lot of questions to be answered by the official leadership of all left parties, though it is generally felt that the attitude of the so called 'young brigades' that were much more theoritical and inflexible led to this huge defeat. The National left front leaders forgot the key lesson in politics ie to have your house in order before you attack the UPA with matters like Nuclear pact; the left specifically CPM totally turned blind eye to the deepening crises in both Kerala and Bengal. The 'new breed of young' CPM leaders rather than being pragmatic and dynamic went for the rigid communist policies. They lost touch with common man and were more involved and infatuated with the outdated anti- imperialism.

Interestingly a lot of policies that paid rich dividends to the UPA govt are 'left' policies. The National Rural Employment Guarantee Scheme, the National Old Age Pension Scheme, National Maternity Benefit Scheme, Mid-Day Meal and Integrated Children Development Scheme, the Targeted Public Distribution Scheme, National Family Benefit Scheme, Right to Information, Forest Rights Act, farm loan waiver etc. The left never made any attempt to high light this in their campaign and instead went after the blind propaganda of an 'unreal' third front based on an anti- left, anti BJP platform. The common people soon understood the stand taken by the third/ fourth front that they were trying to get as many seats as possible to be in a good bargaining post-poll position; but alas all their dreams were shattered by the convincing outcome of 2009 elections!


In Kerala it was clear that people were fed up with the infighting between the two major factions in the ruling CPM. The present leadership in Kerala were totally egoistic, autocratic, arrogant and aggressive against anyone who they felt were not supporting them. It is sad to note that the party which was once led by the legendary leaders like AKG and EMS are now in hands of a bunch of 'pseudo-comrades'. One person who came out relatively unharmed in this whole debacle is the Kerala Cheif minister Mr VS Achuthanandan.



The common man who supports the communist party is not unhappy with this defeat. In fact one of the Kannur comrades told me it was a 'good shock treatment' given by the people of kerala to a party which is a part of their life. May be this statement reflects the general feeling of the party supporters in the state.


There will be a lot of 'post-mortem' meetings and analysis of this whole result scenario. Though it is clear that the 'SNC lavlin case', the marriage of conveneince with PDP, the aggressive stance take by the CPM against the smaller parties in LDF, alienation of general public and anti-media stance were the main resons in the party's failing, the leadership may take some other 'vague' explaination line and get away this time. But its better to accept the mistakes, make necessary changes and attitude by a clear introspection...the sooner the party realise and correct this the better it is for Kerala....



Friday, 10 April 2009

Idealess and hopeless star singer contest

I couldn't help not writing a few words on this programme which I started watching recently.....Its called Idea Star Singer 2008, supposed to be a 'hit' programme in Kerala.I had asianet TV for the last 6 years but have not watched this till this year.

What happened on the 'Kacheri round' for Somadas and the subsequent bullying of him in the hands of the Anchor-girl and Judging panel is beyond some thing civilised people could comprehend in the 21st century. The respect and interest I had for this have gone.....

A person should never have been humiliated like this in front of a live audience and those watching this programme all over the world (and in youtube).....

To add insult to injury, the anchor person was appealing to the public (indirectly) not to vote for Somadas
Except one judge all were brutal, cruel and saddistic towards this unfortunate chap. I dont have any civilised words in my dictionary to express this atrocity...sorry.....

Thursday, 9 April 2009

Mani nadam-1

2 years ago while Mani was at Montessori Nursery (topic- Space)
Manikutty(MK): Acha
Achan: yes, molae
Manikutty: Acha are there people in Space in other planets like there are in Earth
Achan: No idea molae...It is possible :-)

Last year at Fairfield (Topic- even and odd numbers)
Manikutty: Acha, 2,4,6,8 etc are even numbers and 1,3,5, 7 are odd?
Achan: yes, that is correct
MK:Is Zero an odd number or even number?
Achan: Not sure molae
MK: I think it is even
Achan: why?
MK:because the pattern is even, odd, even ,odd...so as 1 is odd and 2 even, the pattern should be that zero is even...
Achan: I think you are right....
More Maninadams to come.......

Time is cyclical not linear.....

What goes round comes round...How true....
I never like to add any thing here from my clinical work...But today I really felt the urge to scribble this....10 years is a long time....but you clearly remember some of them...though many years have passed.
No coincidences only 'incidents for a reason'.....

Sunday, 29 March 2009

Heart disease awareness

I was invited to give a talk on " Heart disease awareness" by the Leicester Kerala Community(LKC). When Binu (the secretary) mentioned this to me, as usual I said 'yes', but later realised that I have undertaken a substantial task and needed a lot of reading, research and references. However, it was a good learning process for me that reiterated a lot of points I already knew, refreshed some and also learned more on a few key issues.

The crowd was mainly composed of families with a nursing or health related background, that made the presentation all the more interesting as well as challenging. I took Achan, Dasachan and Manikutty too.

I wanted to make the talk more interactive and two-way rather than a lecture. I started the talk by asking about the risk factors for the heart and related illnesses. The crowd responded to this question beautifully and said about most of the known risk factors. I then introduced my newly found mnemonic (reminds me very much of my medical-school days) for this

ie "ABCDEFG-SO". I reminded the crowd to remember this all the time.

A- Age and Alcohol (and also being Asian especially from Indian sub-continent)
B- Blood Pressure (Hypertension)
C- Cholesterol (Especially high LDL, TG and low HDL)
D- Diabetes and Diet
E- Exercise (rather lack of exercise)
F- Family history of heart disease, high BP, hypercholesterolemia, diabetes
G- Genes

S- Smoking and Stress, Sex(male)
O-Obesity

I went through all these points one by one concentrating on the CED (Cause-Effect-Do)of these ie
Whats the Cause?
What are the Effects?
What can we Do?

'Nature and Nurture' both plays a part in the development of any problem. Nature is something which we cannot change and these are factors which are irreversible ie Age/ Male-sex/ Genes/ Family history etc. However we can do a lot on 'BCDE' ie BP/ Cholesterol/ Diabetes and Diet/ Exercise (Nurture).

The most important aspect of this whole symptom/ disease complex is that what ever you have (ie hypertension or obesity or heart-disease) the management is more or less the same by adopting a similar solution to many problems.

The strategy includes modification of life style factors ie eating more vegetables/ fruits, less fatty food, physical and mental exercise(like yoga, relaxation techniques), stopping smoking, reducing alcohol, taking regular medications if on treatment etc. I emphasised the age old saying 'prevention is better than cure'.

The feed back after the talk was quite good. I was presented a memento on behalf of LKC. The success of any talk/presentation depends on the home-work we have done. It is important to be simple, crisp and clear, at the same time keeping the crowd engaged and getting the message across.

Tail piece: Manikutty later told me that she felt my talk was boring....:-)

Thursday, 26 February 2009

Raja Yoga- 4

Session 7 (24.02.2009) and Session 8 (26.02.2009)

These were the last 2 sessions of the course. The main thrust and core discussion again was on God and the Time- cycle. These sessions were more or less a continuation of the last 2 sessions (http://adhvaitha.blogspot.com/2009/02/raja-yoga-3.html).

A lot of questions were asked by the participants to get more clarity on the different ages of time-cycle, re-birth, capacity and purity of soul. It was a quite complex discussion, but I felt Paramjit tried his best to make us all understand the concept of birth and re-birth of each soul and the different ages. In the end we all did a role-play of the 'time cycle and souls'.

The points I think that were clarified included:

  • There is a continuous stream of souls coming to the physical world.
  • All the souls are pure, but differ in capacity
  • Souls come to the physical world pure and goes back into soul world (at confluence age) pure
  • Souls who have a higher capacity and/ or purest of the pure come early ie they come in the Golden age/ Silver age
  • A soul in the Golden age will have born, many times more than ones in the silver age and this process is continuing into Copper and Iron age (present)
  • The less purer souls (not impure) with a lesser capacity may experience only few/ even a single birth in the Iron age
  • The Purity of the souls is inversely proportional to the population of the physical world.
Paramjit also introduced the concept of 'Tree of humanity'.
  • The seed of humanity, of the human family, is the Supreme Soul(God)
  • The trunk of the tree symbolises the era of Golden and Silver age
  • The closeness of the trunk to the seed/ root symbolizes how souls at that time embody God’s qualities. Such souls are revered as ‘gods’ and ‘goddesses’ ('Divine' beings)
  • As a tree grows, its trunk expands in size and many branches and leaves are formed. New leaves signifies new souls and the population increases.
  • In the copper age and later Iron age, prophet souls like Abraham, Sri-Buddha, Jesus Christ, Muhammad, Shankaracharya, Guru Nanak and so on starts appearing as people became more body conscious . New branches and sub branches signifies new religions (in Copper age) and later sects/ cults (in Iron age) respectively.
  • Each Religion creates their own branch and brings with them their own followers from the Infinite Light, until they too decline and splits into many branches and sub-branches. Each branch thinks that they are the real tree...

We have three teachers in life

1. Knowledge (application of this knowledge is Wisdom)- Best way
2. Learning from experiences/ mistakes- Second best way
3. Time- It might be too late as we may reached the point of no-return.

For a Soul to come to this world- needs a physical body; so the supreme soul also needs a physical body to come to earth. The supreme soul comes to the earth in the physical being who has the most pure and highest capacity soul. This would happen (according to Paramjit, already happened)in the most spiritual place on Earth ie Bharat (India). Paramjit tells that this person is called 'Shivababa' through whom God speaks the knowledge (the easiest way to be awakened and become 'soul conscious')


Summary:

It has been a wonderful journey for me so far. Did I learn anything knew? Yes, Of course a lot of things. I think this course has helped me in understanding more about our 'true self'. The concept of 'Mind- Intellect- Sanskara' is an effective way of having control over your thoughts and subsequently your actions with the 'intellect' acting as a 'filter'.

The understanding that 80% of your thoughts are those where you do not have any control over ( ie waste thoughts) is indeed an efficient way to express positive feelings and improve concentration. It also helps when we imagine that everyone including ourselves are playing a role, when we are interacting with people in different situations.

This form of Meditation is helpful in imagining that we are 'a point of light' (soul) and could be practiced at any time, anywhere and in any position that you feel comfortable. It doesn't require any formal way of preparation other than becoming soul conscious and practicing it regularly.

I have re-discovered that I could just close my eyes and go into a 'state of meditation' when ever, I want to. Even when Iam traveling in a busy train or at a crowded place or when going to bed or waking up from sleep or just even when Iam engaged in something I could take a minute or few minutes out, imagine the positive thoughts and feel the positive energy.

The first four sessions ie being a self sovereign, awareness of body and soul, the three levels of consciousness and Karma were quite a reiteration of many aspects that we already knew or are aware through one source or other. I would say that this was the best part of the course, that were simple to understand and comprehend.

The second half ie sessions on God, Time cycle and Tree of humanity were more complex, challenging and at times difficult to grasp. The concept of space, time, infinity etc is always going to be difficult to explain and understand in such a short period of time. But I felt Paramjit has done and doing a great service by taking such sessions and explaining this version of 'Raja-Yoga' in a simple, clear and most importantly, a practical manner. Om Shanthi......

Thursday, 19 February 2009

Raja Yoga- 3

First and Second Session: http://adhvaitha.blogspot.com/2009/02/raja-yoga.html
Third and Fourth Session:http://adhvaitha.blogspot.com/2009/02/raja-yoga-2.html

Fifth Session 17.02.2009

Today Paramjit introduced the concept of God, which is the third way to settle ones Karma ie Remembrance and constant awareness of God

He first asked "who are your parents?" . If the question is asked to Sheep, it would say 'sheep'; an elephant will say 'elephant' etc similarly a human being (in 'body consciousness') would say its a Human or a 'Soul Conscious Being' would say its a soul and its the 'Supreme soul' (or Paramatma)

He/ she is known by different names like Prabhu, Ishwar, Jehovah, Allah, Bhagawan, Shiva, Jesus etc
His / her qualities include Oceans of love, purity, peace, happiness, mercy, bliss etc....
His /her roles include father, mother, friend, companion, brother, satguru, teacher etc
His/ her home is the 'Land of peace' or the 'incorporeal world' (Nirakar)
We communicate with God through our thoughts(ie Raja Yoga)

He gave the example of the first name JOHN who is known differently, but is all the same name

e.g: John (Leicester)
Sean (Ireland)
Juan(Spain)
Jean (France)
Johan (Holland)
Johann(Sweden)
Ian (Scotland)

(BTW in Malayalam he is known as Yohanaan)...

Similarly, Saint Nicholas (UK) is known as Santa Claus(US) or Father Christmas...Likewise God is known by many names like Prabhu, Ishwar, Jehovah, Allah, Bhagawan, Shiva, Jesus etc

A 'Guru' is a person who leads us from Darkness ('gu') to enlightenment('ru'); Satguru is a true guru.

I note that there is no equivalent word or term for Guru in English (like a lot of Sanskrit words). I am always wonder-struck by this divine language. The more I learn Sanskrit the more I feel the power in each word, each sentence, each hymn. I also felt the positive vibes with each pronunciation and one needs a proper Guru to understand this better. I should write on Sanskrit language (and Samskrita Bharati) soon in a separate blog.


God has infinite love, unlimited, ocean of love,peace, bliss. He/ she is beyond defamation, beyond praise. He/ she is the creator, sustainer and the destroyer. One point here I was not in complete agreement with Paramjit was when he said 'God is not Omnipresent'. Paramjit says God is present only in the incorporeal world. ie a non-physical world. God cannot be a human being because human beings have to go through the cycle of life and death where as god doesn't. Paramjit says this is one of the differences between a soul and a supreme soul.

Like an insulated electric wire,the 'insulation' of body conscious has to be removed to become soul conscious. Switching of TV doesn't stop transmission...so when we become soul-conscious we are able to recognise the overflowing love and bliss transmitted continuously by god. God never give sorrow, but always pass on happiness. When you remember god, you come to have 'god like qualities'. Its always a 2 way communication..experiencing all his love.

Paramjit then mentions the story of a person who believes that God would protect him all the time ie having cent percent or more faith. Once there was severe flood. This person believed that god would come for his help and so did not accept any other help. The water levels were rising. A pedestrian passing by said, "hey come on..the water is rising". This person replied, No.

As the ground floor flooded he went to first floor. After some time a 'boat' came and offered help. he denied it. Later he went to the roof and then a helicopter came to his help, but he did not accept help. later he drowned and reached heaven. He asked God why was he not helped during floods and allowed to drown. God replied " What I cannot understand is that I first send the pedestrian, then the boat and later the helicopter, But why didn't you accept any help?"!!

Realising and remembering God is like a spiritual lottery; do not beg....take it from God. We have a right over god ..he is always giving..'am I taking' is the question.....This power from god enables Karma; settles Karma with out suffering

People who are ignorant, disobeys God like Adam and eve, Pandora's Box, Sita crossing the 'Lakshman rekha' etc...No human being can be god...God is beyond the cycle of birth and death
and this seems to be the main difference between from humans.

Sixth Session (19.02.2009)

Today's topic was on TIME.

"Time don't control me, I control time".

In western concept time is linear. however, in the east time is cyclic..like the 'rain cycle'. ie the cycle of clouds-rain-water-streams-river-sea-evaporation-water vapour-clouds-rain etc.

When the water come down to earth as rain drops they are pure and clean. But they take the external dirt while flowing through river, sea etc and later when it become vapour and rain again, it become pure. Like wise every soul is pure, but have different capacity. Similar to electric bulbs(20w, 40w, 60w ore 100w) or a beaker with 1l, 2l, 5l, 100l capacity or a runner who can run a Marathon(26 miles) or a half-marathon, or some one who can run 5milesor 1mile, each soul has a capacity.

From the 'soul world' there is a constant drop of souls to earth( which enter a human body) like rain drops. Each quarter in this time cycle are called

Golden age
Silver age
Copper age
Iron age

There is a small gap between the iron age and next Golden age called the 'Confluence age'. The Golden age(like 'heaven') and Silver age (like 'semi-heaven') are ages when people were 'Soul Conscious'. In this half, ones actions are neutral.

In Copper age and Iron age (like 'hell') humans are 'Body Conscious'. During this second half (ie during the start of Copper age) 'religions' came (like Judaism, Buddhism, Christianity , Islam etc). Life span starts getting shorter and shorter as time progresses through the ages , population increases. The purity of souls decreases. In Iron age as Iron gets rusted quickly (unlike gold) people are also rusted with impure thoughts and actions.

God intervenes in the confluence age and takes them back to the soul world. Paramjit stopped this session by asking to think about four questions, which he would discuss in the last two sessions:

1. How does God intervene?
2. Who would know this is God?
3. Where
4. When this will happen?

A few questions were asked by the participants. There were a couple of people who joined at this session. They asked questions on God/ Time etc.

Summary so far: The concept of God and Time were introduced in the last 2 sessions. Interesting topics, explained with a lot of examples. I very much enjoyed the initial four sessions on being a self-sovereign, being soul conscious and Karma. However, I felt that the concept of Time and to some extent God, were a little more complex and a bit confusing.May be with time, the concept of time could be understood better.

Thursday, 12 February 2009

Raja Yoga- 2

First and Second session: http://adhvaitha.blogspot.com/2009/02/raja-yoga.html

Third Session (10.2.09)

Soul is a point of light which has three different levels of energy/ consciousness

1. Mind (Conscious)
2. Intellect (Conscience)
3. Sanskaras( Sub-conscious)

Mind creates a thought and then experiences the thought; The intellect acts like a filter, it analyses the experiences and thoughts and finally the action is made. This creates an imprint on our soul and this is called Sanskaras (or sub-conscious mind), that determine our personal traits.

Paramjit explained this by an example of smoking addiction. How we first generate the thought of smoking due to various reasons (trail or peer pressure or other reasons), then we act and later we act with out intellect and thus it becomes a habit/ addiction. Its a vicious cycle. In order to break this habit or stop the addiction we need to use our intellect to filter out the urge to act sub-consciously. Therefore the key to stop or quit an addiction or habit is to awaken your intellect.

When one is 'body conscious' ones intellect is sleeping and when one is 'soul conscious' our intellect is awake. Remember the most important aspect of Raja Yoga meditation is to consistently making our intellect stronger and thereby strengthening our conscience.

Paramjit also emphasised on speaking less and listening more that is a key communication skill. So speak less, speak softly and speak sweetly.

Fourth Session (12.02.2009)

Today's session was on Law of Karma.

Paramjit explained to us Karma ie 'the law of cause and effect'. As Laws in physics state there is an equal and opposite reaction to every action; in Spiritual terms this is "To what ever I give, I get back an equal amount".

The types of Action:

1. Positive
2. Negative
3. Neutral

A positive action would be to help others, to serve, to smile etc. A negative action is hatred, be angry, to hit etc and a neutral action is like "Iam going to write an article"...Now what you write can be a positive action or a negative action depending on the content.

There are 2 important aspects in Action
  • Actions are determined by intentions
  • Intentions are based on Awareness
What determines the action is not the 'act' itself, its the intention behind the action.. Both the Murderer and a Surgeon have a knife in hand to 'rip' open the body......but ones intention is to take life and others is to save life...

Similarly Paramjit gave the scenario of a recent charity dinner where one person comes forward and when every one looks on writes a hefty sum on a cheque and hand it over to the lord mayor. He gets a great applause. Another person meanwhile walks quietly along the side of the auditorium, writes a similar amount and drops it anonymously. No body notices this action. Both the persons were giving the same amount...so the action is the same, but the intention is different. Both had opened a 'karmic account'. The first one had settled it then and there itself, when he gets the applause, instant popularity and probably a television interview. For the second person he has now got a 'credit' in his/ her 'karmic account'.

In the cycle of "Past- Present- Future", the vital part is present. The present is 'the gift'. Make good use of present. Do positive action with good intention, unconditionally. Your past(or past karmas) cannot be changed and future (according to the law of karma) is based on present and past actions. So do good action altruistically in the present.

There are 3 ways to settle karma
1. Suffering
2. Good action
3. Is possibly the easiest way(?), which Paramjit promised to explore in the next session

A few more quotes from today

"Be simple and be a sample"
"Never give sorrow, never take sorrow"

We are half way through the course. It has been a fascinating journey so far and re-discovering ourselves. I must conclude that Paramjit is doing a great service to the society. om shanthi............

Thursday, 5 February 2009

Raja Yoga- 1

Tonight we went for the second session of Raja Yoga at Peepul centre. This is the 8 session (4 week course ie twice per week; Tuesday and Thursday) meditation course organised by Brahma Kumaris of Leicester. The course is free and helps people look 'into' themselves, to attain peace and happiness what ever the situation is. I first went for this course in 2006 (though I did not finish the course at that time); this time I hope I would be able to complete all the eight sessions.

Meditation is the process of re-discovering, remembering and using the positive qualities already dormant with in our selves. From dormant to dominant...

Paramjit (who delivers the course) said that Raja-yoga has 'no single magical solution' to everyone's problems; It gives us the tool to work out our problems and find solutions or happiness. He reminded to constantly say "Iam a peaceful being" ie Om Shanthi....

First session (Tuesday- 03.02.09)

The aim of the course is to become self-sovereign ie become a master of yourself, your mind. Yoga means Connection/ Link/ Union ie a link between you and your mind.

The most important message from last session is about MIND. Mind is a non physical organ- A subtle energy.

In the mind, we first generate a thought, then we visualise these thoughts, analyse these thoughts, process them, remember other similar thoughts, imagine thoughts and take a decision.We are the creator of thoughts and we experience the thought. Every thought is energy. Thoughts determine how we feel.

There are four types of thoughts:
  • Positive
  • Negative
  • Waste
  • Planning
The positive thoughts are peace, happiness, hope, smile, wisdom, truth, freedom, self-respect, co-operation, love unity etc. Positive thoughts are constructive and makes you and people around you better. You have a positive aura or a connotation around you. Your face shows that and other people can feel the positive energy radiating from you; (every thought is 'energy') therefore positive thoughts generate positive energy. Keep on smiling with positive thoughts..Remember, Face is the index of mind..

Negative thoughts are anger, jealousy, frustration, sadness, hatred, lies etc. These are destructive and creates a negative connotation for you and people around you. Mind is like a rubbish bin. If we fill it with anger/ things of past it will generate more stress and bad odour. Remember, Anger is one letter ('D') short of DANGER

Waste thoughts are thoughts that often revolve around the past which we cannot change and do not have any control over. The vast majority (more than 80%) of our thoughts are 'waste' thoughts.

Planning thoughts are Neutral thoughts. Planning thoughts are acted upon creation eg washing face, putting on shirt etc, but do not emotionally affect us ie they do not have a positive or negative connotation associated.

There is no guarantee or certainty what will happen tomorrow or even next second. When you go to bed there is no guarantee that we will wake up tomorrow and every day we wake up, be happy and feel that we have a great day ahead of us, filled with all optimism and happiness. This also doesn't mean that we shouldn't plan anything; there should be a general planning, but not probably the finer aspects..that's all in the hands of someone/something else and this is not in our control.Yesterday is History; Tomorrow is mystery; and Today is ' the present' ie what you have. so enjoy it, be happy.

What we say, what we do and what we feel all have their origin in mind. The energy of the human mind is thought.The first and foremost step in Rajayoga is to recognise your thoughts. Try to have positive thoughts ie you are challenging yourself the way you think; between you and your mind. When one fully understand and harness it, one is able to master ones life and produce thoughts which give the most happiness and peace.

Second Session (Thursday 05.02.09)

The aim of todays session is to realise the true identity of self.

Who are you? Paramjit asked

One said 'Iam David'
Another said 'Iam a Human being'
Some one else said 'Iam a divine light inside'
Another person said 'Iam a Personality' (interesting to note that 'Persona' means Mask)
Another opinion was " Iam playing a role" ie a wife/ mother/ daughter etc

So is that a difficult question? Simple question but difficult to answer.
Who Am I? What is my true identity
The answer is Iam not 'this body', but Iam the soul/ spirit

The whole idea of this session is to change from " Body Consciousness" to "Soul Consciousness". when we are in the 'body conscious state' like majority of us are we are attached to conditions ie everything is based on the role we have. The whole happiness is on being the role/ external things..... like attachment to a person ie role of a father/ mother/ sister/ brother or Identifying ourselves with the qualification/ creation/ your new car etc.

When some one is in "Soul Consciousness" everything will be unconditional.. so it will be GIVING and not TAKING as in 'Body conscious' state......

Everything in the world will change. Our body/ cells are replaced regularly and we are not 'our body' a few years ago. Cells are constantly being removed and replenished. The only thing that doesn't change is CHANGE itself. According to laws in physics, Energy cannot be created nor destroyed and so Soul is eternal (but body will change)

Paramjit said about the example of a Surgeon at the hospital. A Surgeon when he operates on some one asks to bring in 'the patient' and if unfortunately the patient dies asks to take out 'the body' illustrating the point of soul and body. Understanding that you are soul being and not body being can be relatively easy, but to realise or experience that 'truth' may take time.

Saturday, 17 January 2009

Oldest Mosque

I had the opportunity to visit the oldest Mosque in the Indian subcontinent. Its not in North-India or Pakistan/Afghanistan/Bangladesh, but is in Kerala State; 'Gods own country'. This is the Cheraman Perumal Juma Masjid at Kodungallur. I reached here on my way from Peruvarum to Thrissur in November 2007. Its beside the National Highway(NH17) equidistant from both Kochi and Thrissur(about 35km north of Kochi and also south of Thrissur)

Kodungallur is a place of great historical importance and used to be known as 'Muziris'. This is the place where the other two Abrahamic traditions also, first reached India ie Christianity (Christ's apostle, St Thomas is said to have landed in Kodungallur in 52 AD, St.Thomas Church established by him houses ancient relics and is believed to the first Christian church in India) and Judaism(AD 378, possibly before that). I will write on the St Thomas Church and Kodungallur in detail later.



Cheraman Perumal Mosque is said to have been established in 629 AD, during Prophet Muhammad's lifetime by his disciple, Malik-Ibn-Dinar. It is the the second oldest Mosque in the world to offer Jumu'ah prayers (for the last 1,380 years). The first mosque ever built in the world is in Saudi-Arabia; the Quba Mosque (Quba' Masjid or Masjid al-Quba) just outside Medina and so is considered to be the oldest.

Uniqueness

I reached here around 17:00 hours and you can just see the sun setting behind the mosque in this photograph. ie this Mosque faces east and is probably the only Mosque in Kerala that face east unlike other mosques which usually face west. Another peculiarity is that the mosque has an ancient oil lamp which always burns and is believed to be more than a thousand years old. People of all religions bring oil for the lamp as offering. This is one of the few mosques in Kerala which allow entry for people of other religions. Another unique feature is that 'Vidyarambham' a traditional Hindu ritual initiation ritual marking the start of a child's learning is held here every year

Architecture and Traditions

The mosque is built in the traditional Kerala architectural style, similar to Hindu temples. Similar to Hindu tradition, the mosque uses brass oil lamps. The Rosewood-pulpit, from where the priest recites the prayers, is covered with carvings similar to the ones seen in Hindu architecture. A block of white marble in the mosque is believed to have been brought from Mecca.

The Mosque had many renovations and reconstructions (11th and 18th centuries and recently in 1974,1994 and 2001). The ground floor of the shrine is left untouched and is still preserved. The front portion of the first floor has been replaced with minarets, while the posterior side of the first floor is still intact(see below)


Legend

The popular legend is that a Chera king, Cheramanperumal of Kodungallor left for Mecca, embraced Islam, and accepted the name Thajudeen. He married the sister of then King of Jeddah. On his return trip, accompanied by many Islamic religious leaders, led by Malik-ibn-Dinar, he fell sick and passed away. But he had given letters for the team to proceed to Kodungallur. The visitors came to Kerala and handed over the letter from Cheraman Perumal to the reigning king, who gave all the facilities and support to establish their faith in the land. The king also helped to build the first Mosque at Kodungallur, by converting Arathali temple into a Juma-Masjid. However, 'Kerala Vyasan Kunjukuttan Thampuran' is of the opinion that an old Buddha temple was handed over to the Muslims to establish a mosque here.

History

'Keralolpathi' portrays Cheraman Perumal as a generic figurehead of the Chera Dynasty, along with a Chola Perumal and Pandi Perumal. Cheraman Perumal Bhaskara Ravi Varma was a king of the ancient Tamil-speaking Chera dynasty in the eighth Century AD. Kodungallur may have been his ancient capital. It is possible that the kings in those days were all called 'Cheraman Perumal'. ('Cheranad' for Kerala and 'Raja Perumal' means 'godly king')

All the records are folk tales and stories, and it gives a somewhat blurred historical picture about the origins of the ruling dynasty. The surviving manuscripts, such as Keralolpathi, Keralamahatmyam, and Perumpadapu Grandavari, are collections of myths and legends. Some historians doubt the reliability of these manuscripts due to the many discrepancies in it.

'Keralolpathi' says that the last and the famous Perumal king Cheraman Perumal ruled Kerala for 36 years. He left for Mecca by ship with Muslims who arrived at Kodungalloor (Cranganore) port. Before leaving for Mecca, he divided his kingdom between his nephews and sons. But it goes on emphatically to deny that Cheraman Perumal converted to Islam (sometimes conflated with Buddhism) and died while on pilgrimage, asserting that this was all done by a later king, one Banu Perumal.

The 'Perumpadapu Grandavari' says the last Thavazhi of Perumpadapu Swaroopam came into existence on the Kaliyuga day shodashangamsurajyam. Cheraman Perumal divided the land in half, 17 amsha north of Neeleshwaram & 17 amsha south, totaling 34 amsha, and gave his powers to nephews and sons. Thirty-four rajyas between Kanyakumari (Cape Comerin, now in Tamilnadu state) and Gokarna (now in Karnataka state) were given to the 'Thampuran' who was the daughter of the last niece of Cheraman Perumal.


There are two tombs, that of Habib-Ibn-Malik, son of Malik-Ibn-Dinar, and his wife/ sister Khumarriah inside the mosque, where Muslim priests light incense sticks, an Indian/Hindu tradition.

This Shrine stands as a testament of the religious tolerance and cultural harmony that exists in Kerala, similar to many other places of worship in this part of the world.

Thursday, 1 January 2009

New Year Resolutions

New year resolutions are universal. Another new year, many resolutions... The fundamental question is do we really need such resolutions? The answer would be a partial yes ie we need 'resolutions' but not 'new year resolutions as such', I would say.

If you want to do something new or change direction or stop something you consider yourself to be unacceptable, then one don't have to look for a new year to put this into practice. You can start doing it at the very moment you have decided to take that resolution. So its better to have an attitude of 'now or never' rather than 'new-year or never'.

A lot of people think at 23:59 on December 31 (in their own respective 'time-zones', waiting for the count down for new year), that "this year is going to be different". I am going to stop this, I am going to start that, I will do this , wont do that etc"..But by January 2nd they would have taken a few off the list and by the end of January most would have disappeared and its back to square 1.

Most of the popular resolutions are regarding weight (loosing or gaining), Quitting smoking/ less alcohol, studying something new, waking up early, more exercise, saving money, studying regularly, reducing debt, time keeping etc. However, more than 80% would have dumped the list into the rubbish bin in a few days.

Its always better to set realistic goals. The person himself or her self would know deep in their mind whats achievable and what aren't. Therefore set measurable goals; for example 'I would reduce this much weight (1-2 pounds/ kilos) in this much time' and take one step at a time to achieve this. Some people may need constant support and encouragement from their dear and near to achieve these goals.

The most important aspect is how we can self inspect,reflect and revisit on these life style changes. ie if you go back to a past resolution that is unfulfilled, that will often make you disheartened. A better approach would be to act on the same resolution in a new way. This doesn't have to wait till a particular day like new year or beginning of a month but start this moment itself..Be confident, show (yourself and the world) what you are capable of and you will be amazed by the result. Imagine and visualize this positive feeling in your mind and slowly and steadily work towards the goal.

So my new year resolution is not have a new year resolution list, but achieve my realistic goals, one step at a time with dedication, determination, persistence and optimism....

Friday, 26 December 2008

Real crocodile tears


Just watched the programme 'Crocodile blues' in BBC. The programme is about Gharial, the world's oldest crocodilian, which is on the very edge of extinction. It evolved before dinosaurs, ie about 150 million years of existence and at present there are just about 200 wild breeding animals in the world! Most of the Gharials are almost confined to India, the majority in the Chambal river system. Gharials are fish eating reptiles which can grow to a length of about 20 feet long and about 1 tonne in weight.

Last winter about 10% (more than 100)of Gharials suddenly died in mysterious circumstances! How come one of evolution's most successful species suddenly perish? This programme is about finding the mystery regarding these deaths. The programme follows Rom Whitaker who is a living legend in Herpetology for the last 60 years. {He established the Centre for Herpetology, popularly known as the Madras Crocodile Bank, the Madras Snake Park and the Andaman and Nicobar Environment Trust (ANET)}.

Despite its immense size, Gharial is not a man-eater. It has thin, fragile jaws that makes it physically incapable of devouring any large animal, including a human being. The characteristic elongated snout shape varies with the age. The snout becomes progressively thinner as the Gharial gets older. The bulbous growth on the tip of the male's snout (a lump of cartilage) is called a 'ghara' (meaning 'pot'), present in mature individuals. The bulbous growth is used to generate a resonant hum during vocalization and it acts as a visual lure for attracting females

The detailed autopsy on these dead Gharials from Chambal river shows that internal organs are with in normal limits except some white powdery material and abnormal kidneys. Further analysis shows that the white powder is uric acid suggesting 'Gout' like illness. The acute renal failure raised the possibility of poisoning by metal pollutants. The search for the source of pollutant/ toxin leads Rom to river Yamuna.

The Yamuna is one of the most polluted rivers (carrying the industrial waste with it) in the country and Chambal is one of the cleanest river systems. It is more than likely that the toxins enter chambal-river-system where it meets Yamuna river.

The breeding at Madras crocodile bank was shown and the wonderful 'makeshift maternity ward'. The Gharials lay about 50 eggs, usually on a small sand hill at the river bed. It takes about 70-80 days for the eggs to hatch just before the arrival of the monsoon.

The inbred animals from Madras are released into the wild/ river. The small conservation project at Katarnia Ghat (Lucknow) was also shown. Rom also mentions here about Indian white-rumped vulture which suffered a near-extinction from ingesting the carrion of diclofenac (a pain-killer)treated cattle.

It is clear that the flora and fauna in India are facing tremendous pressure as a result of population migration, hunting and trapping for food and sport, global warming, rapid deforestation and industrialization. In fact, India contains 172 of IUCN (International Union for Conservation of Nature and Natural Resources) -designated threatened species. These include the Asiatic Lion, the Bengal tiger and the Indian white-rumped vulture. There are many conservation projects that aims to nurture these near-endangered species. I hope the success story of 'Project-tiger' is mirrored in conservation projects for other animals/birds too. If not, Gharial will be next on the long list of extinct animals from India.....

Thursday, 25 December 2008

Hollywood in Trivandrum

There used to be only one cinema theatre in our student days that showed Hollywood movies in Trivandrum. The Sreekumar-Sreevishakh (SKSV) Complex at Thampanoor! I think anyone brought up in Trivandrum will have some wonderful memories of this place. Unlike now a days, before Y2k, English movies used to take sometime, before it is likely to be released in Kerala.

The theatre is located on the left side of the main road as we go from 'Overbridge' towards central railway station. If we continue a bit further we reach New theatre which also used to screen English movies. New Theatre is the largest in the state with a seating capacity of 1200.

All these 3 theatres along with Sree Padmanabha and the erstwhile Sree-Karthikeya at Pettah belonged to veteran director-producer Merryland P. Subramaniam. I remember vaguely going to Sreekumar to watch Bruce-Lee's 'Enter the dragon' with family, probably one of the first English movies I have seen.

Sreekumar is the bigger of the two cinemas. There is always a problem with parking at this complex as the space is limited. Students usually come to watch the movies in bikes or use the auto-rickshaw's or buses. The favourite timings for us are the 13:15 show and 15:30 show. As English movies are shorter in duration ( about 90-100 minutes, compared to Indian movies which are at least 2-3hours long) it is very convenient to 'adjust' this slot into our 'college schedule'. Various factors affect these adjustments: the main being which movie is shown, then comes the timings of our classes at college/university, how exciting or boring are the classes, the teacher who takes these classes, how strict they are, pocket money, 'who all' are coming to watch it etc etc.

I especially likes the snacks at the interval. The food is great here; you have a range to select from bickies, 'cool drinks', tea, coffee, samosa, peanuts, crisps, 'faluda'/ falooda, ice-creams, popcorns etc. Faludas used to be my favourite. 'Faludas' are in different colours usually made with
rose syrup and vermicelli, tutti-frutti, sugar, ice cream along with either milk or water.

Sometimes when its interval in Sree-Vishakh we can have a peep into Sreekumar and watch bits and parts of the movie being shown there. I know that some of our friends take a ticket to watch the 13:15 English movie at Sreevishakh and after about 90 minutes(towards the end of the movie), somehow manage to slip into Sreekumar theatre and watch the second movie too! Two for the price of one..

I also remember a Kathakali statue on the wall at the staircase corridor and always liked to touch its prominent nose when ever I pass by...At the New-theatre there used to be a magnificent statue of an Elephant (Not sure whether its still there)

Other cinemas in Trivandrum also evoke fond and nostalgic memories. In fact
Trivandrum city holds the maximum number of theatres in Kerala. It is said that there are 16 A-Class theatres within a radius of 3 km which makes the city an ideal place to hold Film Festivals.

The other theatre complexes are 'Dhanya-Ramya' (used to be called Srikanth and Kasthuri), 'Kairali-Sree' ( Kerala state government owned, the other being Kalabhavan at Vazhuthacaud), and SL- theatre complex (Athulya, Athira, Anjali and Aswathy). I remember very clearly, going with my family to watch Navodaya Appachan's Padayottam (inspired by 'The Mount of Monte Cristo' by Alexander Dumas), the first ingenious 70mm movie in India and also Richard Attenborough's Academy award winning movie 'Gandhi'.

There are a few theatres that changed names and were renovated under new management like MP theatre that became Sreebala and Shakthi theatre that became Kripa. The other major cinemas are Ajantha, Central and Parthas (relatively new one). There are a couple of old ones which I remember, but has never gone there, namely Chitra theatre and Shiva theatre that used to screen mainly Tamil movies....

The list is not complete without mentioning 2 theatres in our area ie SIMI theatre in Kumarapuram and Kalpana at Pattom. Both were my favourite due to the proximity to our home and also they both had some sort of nostalgic aura associated with it. Its sad that both are now closed......

Tuesday, 23 December 2008

ഇന്ത്യന്‍ കോഫി ഹൌസ്



















Thampanoor ICH


Indian Coffee House or popularly known as ICH is one of my favourite coffee shops in Kerala. I remember dad taking all of us to the coffee house at medical college junction. There used to be two Coffee-houses at that time(one opposite the Casualty and the other near the petrol station/taxi stand. The second one is closed now and the one near Casualty is the only one that exists here.

My favourite food here is mutton cutlet and my favourite drink is rose milk (as a child). Masala dosa is also a popular item and the uniqueness of this is that they put beetroot also in the masala and whole stuff looks reddish rather than the usual yellow masala colour. Some people like that very much, though I am not a great fan of ICH masala-dosa; but I like the plain dosa here very much.


















The Shangumukham beach ICH( we went here in June 2007 as our flight to London via Colombo was delayed)

Steamed hot Coffee is the trade mark of this shop; having a cup of ICH-coffee is something one cannot experience any where in the world. Its not just the coffee but the whole atmosphere makes it a unique experience-the rich aroma, the strong flavour, the white cups and saucers, the classical uniform of the waiters and royal service gives us an unforgettable feeling.


ICH has strong presence across India in almost every city. The one in Calcutta (near Presidency college; a coffee-house, I very much want to visit someday) is quite famous historically because it used to be a popular hangout for the 'Bengali intelligentsia'

There are over 400 branches in India and the maximum number ( more than 50 are in Kerala). The Coffee Houses were started by the Coffee Board in early 1940s, during British rule. In the mid 1950s the Board closed down the Coffee Houses, due to a policy change. The thrown-out workers then took over the branches, under the leadership of A.K.G( Comrade: A.K Gopalan) and renamed the network as Indian Coffee House. The Coffee-house movement/society is wholly owned and managed by the employees. The movement marked its golden jubilee in the year 2007. The only published book on its history is written in Malayalam by Nadaakkal Parameswaran Pillai called 'Coffee Housinte Katha' or History of Coffee House

There is more to ICH than coffee and snacks. Its the meeting place of a number of people. A number of political and cultural movements have started from small meetings at the ICH. Its a rendezvous for Politicians, Students, Intellectuals, Writers, Artists, Lovers, Businessmen, Executives etc. I still remember that a lot of our student meetings at Medical College (social, political and cultural) used to take place at the ICH opposite Medical College Hospital casualty. "will meet you at 4:00at ICH" was a common phrase during our student days....



















ICH branch at east nada, Guruvayoor temple (note the name is written as India Coffee House rather than Indian Coffee House)

I got the following list of ICH branches in Kerala from the net. It was a bit odd to note that there are no branches for ICH, north of Thrissur especially in AKG's own place, Kannur!

Trivandrum
Kachery Junction, Attingal
Jyothi Building, Ulloor
Corporation Office Building, Tvm
M.L.A Hostel, Tvm
M.G.Road, Tvm
Secretariat,Tvm
Maveli Cafe,Thampanoor
Pazhavangadi, Tvm
Transport Bhavan, East Fort, Tvm
I.R.C Sanghumugham, Tvm
St.Jude medical Center,Karamana
Assembly Complex(Under ICH,MLA Hostel)
KOLLAM
Chinnakkada, Kollam
Pulamon Junction, Kottarakkara
PATHANAMTHITTA
M.C.Road, Thiruvalla
Municipal Junction, Pathanamthitta
ALAPPUZHA
Near K.S.R.T.C, Cherthala
Mullackal, Alappuzha
Palace Road, Alappuzha
N.T.P.C, Kayamkulam
Beach, Alappuzha
M.C.Road, Chengannur
Muttom Bazaar,Cherthala
Medical College,Vandanam,Alappuzha
Canteen,Alappuzha Beach(Under ICH,Mullakkal Branch)
KOTTAYAM
West Nada, Vaikom
Main Road, Pala
Paranani Arcade, Erattupetta
Mohana Shopping Complex K.K Road, Ponkunnam
Medical College Campus, Kottayam
T.B. Road, Kottayam
M.L.Road, Kottayam
M.C.Road,Near K.S.R.T.C ,Changanassery
Salim Complex, Perunna, Changanassery
ERNAKULAM
Kalady Junction, Perumbavoor
A.M Road, Kothamangalam
Cochin University Campus, Thrikkakkara
C.S Road, Ernakulam
Sudheendra Hospital, Ernakulam
D.H.Road, Ernakulam
Indiragandhi Co-op.Hospital, Kadavanthra
East Fort Gate, Thripunithura
High Court,Ernakulam
THRISSUR
Road South, Thrissur
P.O.Road, Thrissur
C.D.B North Bus Stand, Thrissur
East Nada, Guruvayoor
Herbret Road, Kunnamkulam
M.G.Kavu M.C.H, Thrissur1st
M.G.Kavu M.C.H, Thrissur2nd
J.M.H.Ist, Thrissur
J.M.H.IInd, Thrissur
By Pass Junction, Mannutthy
Kerala Agri University, Mannuthy
Muthuvanchira Towers N.H Road, Pattikkad
Nada Near Bus Stand, Irinjalakkuda
Municipal Office Compound ,Chalakkudy
Canteen,Patturaikkal.

Monday, 22 December 2008

Kolorful Kerala

This time when I visited Kerala, I noticed something peculiar and distinct. Most of the houses were painted in bright florescent colours. This is quite a marked difference from the Kerala I know. Usually homes in Kerala have white/light colour with the background provided by the natural beauty of coconut palms and lush green paddy fields and trees. In fact the term we use for painting a house used to be white-wash or വെള്ള or കുമ്മായം അടി .

I noted these florescent coloured homes through out the whole length of Kerala from Kannur to Trivandrum (yes, on my spiritual marathon!). This included almost all the buildings including average sized homes, big mansions, hotels and even some official buildings.

When I asked Karunakaran Uncle the reason for this he said that there was a popular advertisement recently in television (Idiot-box) which 'clicked' and that most people just started following this....

A phenomenal change from 'Gods own country' to 'Box own country'....




Sunday, 21 December 2008

Shortest day

I like today, not because it is the shortest day of the year, but from today on wards days are going to get longer and better...till I came to UK never realised (or gave much thought)at the length of the day at home in Kerala.

Every day is similar in Kerala as we have 12 hours of day time and 12 hours of night all through the year, though I have noticed that on some days it gets darker earlier in December. It was when I went to Chandigarh (in June 1995) that I realised for the first time sun sets at around 8-9pm there.

I remember the day I landed in London. It was peak of summer here in 1997, July. The Drive in Jim's car from Heathrow to Micheal's home in Acton was so surreal. It was about 9:00pm, but sun was shining giving an impression of about 4:00pm back home. I then realised that in UK, in summer, sun rises around 4:00 am and sets around 10:00pm. After a few months I also realised that things are just the opposite in Winter when daylight is just for a few hours from around 9:00am to 3:00 pm.

When I started working these wide variations became more and more pronounced. When we are doing an on-call in Summer, if there is a call at 3:00 am (almost always there will be one), after attending the patient it is difficult to go back to sleep (if we get a chance, though this is rare) in spite of covering the venetian-blinds and sliding under the duvet. Worse is in Winter, when it is dark when we start to the hospital in the morning and still dark when we finish in the evening!

I soon became accustomed to the British weather too ie it doesn't matter it is summer, winter, spring or autumn, it rains every time. I still remember a gentle man whom I met in London once told me "You cannot trust 3 W's in Britain; ie Work, Weather and Women"!

The beauty of test cricket

Last night I read Ian Chappell saying 'Expect an Australian win' and South Africa have proved the plaudits wrong..They have managed to upstage the 'number one' test team in the second highest chase in Test match history by scoring 414 runs in the 4th innings! Brilliant, simply brilliant!! Full marks to Graeme Smith and his men who showed the intent, attitude and belief that anything is possible in cricket...

South-Africa has matured as a team in the last few years (Under Smith's captaincy) and who can forget their wonderful chasing in that famous 2006 ODI against Australia(438 in 49.5 overs) at Johannesburg. I still remember Anju texting me from India after watching that match (http://content-uk.cricinfo.com/statsguru/engine/match/238200.html)..

Australia's Vulnerability is exposed especially in the bowling department after McGrath and Warne retirement. Their invincible label is cracking as I said before(http://adhvaitha.blogspot.com/2008/11/end-of-australian-domination.html).Its looking increasingly likely that one of the other top 3 teams could upstage them as number one test team and its only a matter of time before it happens...

The recent 387 run chase by India and now this record chase clearly shows that test match is here to stay and illustrates the beauty, excitement and unpredictability of the game....

Jesus through Hindu eyes

Last night went to the talk "Jesus through Hindu eyes" by Shaunaka Rishi Das. There was a good crowd considering the time of the year. Shaunaka is from Wexford, Ireland and is the director of Oxford Centre for Hindu Studies (http://www.ochs.org.uk/)

It was a very interesting session and Shaunaka in his characteristic style talked about Jesus, teachings and bible and how this could be seen/ interpreted from a 'Sanathana Dharma' point of view. He definitely has great knowledge of both faiths as he was brought up as a Catholic before. He talked about Jesus as a 'Bhaktha yogi'. Jesus is the face of god and asks us to face god similar to Lord Krishna. This was very much like the 'Dvaitha' form of Hindu teaching.

A lively discussion followed. There were lot of Young people asking questions and getting involved in the debate. The questions included the act of atonement, resurrection, final judgment, concept of heaven and hell, trinity etc... The explanations I thought were very good and to the point while giving a holistic view to the faiths.

Thursday, 18 December 2008

53 temples in 2 weeks

Continuing with my title 'Lack of planning'...I went to Kerala this time in August for 2 weeks. The main reason to bring back Manikutty who has been there for the last 8 weeks and also to attend the 'Aryans of Kerala' meeting (School reunion) which we had arranged. Manikutty (though on holiday) was admitted to Sanathana School (as she loves going to school!) and its amazing how much the kids are taught at this age. 3 languages( Malayalam, Hindi, English), science, maths etc etc...

I also planned to visit a few temples (But never 50!). I went to Kannur to visit Chinthu's parents. Karunakaran uncle took me to 7 temples in Kannur..then it was a journey through the whole length of Kerala from north to south..Literally from Gokarnum (almost) to Kanyakumari. By the time I was at Kanyakumari district visiting the Shivalaya temples, I realised the count was in to the forties....by the time I flew back to UK it was 53 to be precise...:-)

These are the temples I covered; will write on each temple in detail later.....
  1. Madayilpara Shiva
  2. Devi temple
  3. Hanuman temple
  4. Parasshinikadavu
  5. Thrichambaram
  6. Raja Rajeshwara
  7. Vaidyanatha
  8. Perillasherry..then to Thrissur
  9. Vadakumnathan
  10. Paramekkavu
  11. Thiruvambady
  12. Navagraha temple (Chinmaya)
  13. Mahavishnu temple
  14. Guruvayoor
  15. Mammiyoor..then to Ernakulam
  16. Peruvaarum Naalambalam ie Shiva temple
  17. Rama and Hanuman temple
  18. Sreekrishna temple
  19. Vettakkoru makan
  20. Dakshina Mookambika
  21. Ganapathy temple
  22. Kodungalloor Devi temple...then to Trivandrum
  23. Gowreeshapattom Shiva temple
  24. Padmanabhaswamy temple
  25. Mahaganapathy temple( MC)
  26. Kumarapuram Ganapathy temple
  27. Pampa temples
  28. Shabarimala
  29. Malikapuratthamma
  30. Bhagavathy Kavu temple(MC)
  31. Attukal Devi temple
  32. Thozhuvancode Devi temple
  33. Althara Bhagavathy
  34. Hanuman temple(PMG)
  35. Pazhavangadi Ganapathy temple
  36. Gandhariamman Kovil
  37. Thampanoor Ganapathy temple
  38. Ulloor Sree Balasubramanya temple
  39. Cheruvakkal Sreekrishnaswamy temple
  40. Ambalamukku SreeKrishna swamy temple...to Kanyakumari
  41. Thirumalai
  42. Thikkurissi
  43. Thrupparappu
  44. Thirunandikkara
  45. Ponmanai
  46. Pannipakam
  47. Padhmanabhapuram (Kalkulam)
  48. Melangodu
  49. Thriuvidaikkodu
  50. Thiruvithankkodu
  51. Thriupannikkodu
  52. Thirunattalam and
  53. Kumarakovil
So hows that? Not bad to accommodate 53 temples in a 2 week holiday......

Monday, 15 December 2008

Lack of Planning

I have sometimes felt that "lack of planning is the best planning". I can give a number of instances in my life when I did not have any agenda, took a decision based on instincts at the crucial moments and being successful.

The first instance of this would be when I was a 4 year old when my parents took me to Holy-Angels convent supposed to be one of the best private schools in the area/city at that time. I guess, I just didn't feel right there (Don't know what is planning at that age anyway!)and I cried and tried to run away from mother superior and other nuns. So my parents send me to Arya Central School(another private school), which I felt was one of the best outcomes, destiny had for me.

Again doing pre-degree course at MarIvanious college; my medical entrance, coming to UK etc. In fact, though I wanted to do higher medical training overseas, I never thought of coming to UK; I felt that I should go to US and so planned to do USMLE. Getting a quick place at Hyderabad (through Ramesh, one of the librarians at British library) for IELTS was another unplanned coincidence and subsequently meeting Michael (1996/97), who invited me to come to his place in London and take PLAB exam. A lot of people at that time 'advised' me to take PLAB in India (where it was supposed to start from 1998). Somehow felt 1997 is the right time and so flew to London without any major planning; but that turned out to be one of the best decisions in life.

Another instance is meeting Andrea at the Oxford PICU who advised me to meet Sue to pursue my Genetics training. Infact getting into Oxford training rotation was sheer coincidence.

People say you cannot plan three things; Your birth, death and marriage. The first two you don't have any control, but may be third one you have a certain degree of control. But still we know a lot of instances where love/ marriage just happens between 2 individuals when it is least expected...so is life a coincidence and full of coincidences?

Ancient Indian/Vedic or spiritual and other mystical teachings insist on the fact that there is absolutely no coincidence in the world. That everything that occurs can be related to a prior cause or association, no matter how vast or how minute and trivial.

Generally when faced with a difficult decision, we try to come up with the best choice by carefully considering all of the options, maybe even resorting to lists and some people having lots of sleepless nights. Yesterday I read (from an article forwarded by Anju) that there is a scientific basis to all this...Recent studies have suggested that the best way to deal with complex decisions is not think about them at all—that unconscious thought will help us make the best choices.

So probably 'decision and planning' should be a combination of prescriptive( of what actions to take based on Logic), descriptive( ie the flaws in the way people do make a decision) and most importantly your gut feeling.....Trust your instincts, you will be right...

An unforgettable match and victory

An amazing cricket match; Who said twenty 20 will replace test cricket? Probably one of the best matches one could have imagined especially considering the uncertainties whether this test match would have happened at all in the first instance. Congrats to every one involved in the match..from administrators, security, Chennai crowd, officials, staff and players specifically England team who showed the determination and will to come back to Chennai for playing the tests after the unfortunate incidents at Mumbai 3 weeks ago. India emerged victorious, but I feel the real winner is cricket.

It was an enthralling five days of pure test cricket feast. Two centuries from Strauss in each innings, a gritty half century from Dhoni in the first innings, the 2-wicket over from Swann that broke India's backbone in the first innings, Collingwood's second innings timely century (that probably saved his place in the team) , Sehwag's amazing 83, Yuvi's 80+ and Sachin's 41st century. The MOM award was deservedly given to Veeru, though he missed out on a century provided the impetus, platform and more importantly the belief that India can and should go for a win rather than defend to save the match( as Dhoni himself admitted at the post match ceremony). But for Veeru this test may have ended in a draw or an England victory.

Dhoni has now won four out of four test matches as captain and as I have said before many times he is the right person for the job, forming the correct link between youth and experience in 'team-India'. As India won lot of people will forget the weak link in the present Indian side ie Rahul Dravid ('Media's darling') who will most likely get another chance at Mohali. Iam sure everyone knows that one cannot be in the team just because of impressive past records. Hope he comes good in the next test.

From England's point of view it is disappointing to have lost a test match that they dominated for about 70% of the time. They may have to rethink their strategy especially on the scoring rate and some key bowling options. However, I thought KP's captaincy was quite good and inspiring.

Two days ago (at stumps on third day) I thought England were in a very strong position and if India can turn the tables, India should be considered as the second best test team (after Australia). They did exactly that today..Well done India and well done England too who competed extremely well in this test except the last 4 sessions.

I hope we can expect another cracker of a test match at Mohali in 3 days time....

Friday, 12 December 2008

The epicentre

The epi-centre is defined as the point on earths surface where an earthquake or underground explosion originates. Iam not talking about the earthquake, but the epi-centre of terrorism in today's world; as the Indian Prime minister says about its neighbour, Pakistan.

This country which at the time of independence had all the ingredients to make a powerful state. It had fertile land, rivers, natural& human resources and above all the newly found nationalism as a result one common religion binding the people.

How come in six decades the country has gone from a potential powerful state to the 'rouge state' of the world. What has led Pakistan to being such a failed and lawless state in the world? Iam not a political or strategic analyst to answer that. As many analysts say this could be a contribution of factors including the virulent motives of the army, its blind Anti-India attitude, its proxy war against India and other countries, state or non-state terrorism (don't know what 'non-state actors' means as the present president of that country repeats all the time) or corruption and inefficiency of its rulers.

Madeline Albright, Former US Secretary of state says, Pakistan is an International migraine; "It has nuclear weapons, it has terrorism, extremists, corruption, very poor and it’s in a location that’s really, really important to us".

British prime minister, Gordon Brown says that three-quarters of the most serious terror plots being investigated by UK authorities have links to Pakistan.

Armed tribesmen supported by the army from Pakistan's north-west frontier province invaded Kashmir in October 1947. Since then Pakistan has lost 4 major wars against India. It also lost about half of its original state when Bangladesh was formed in 1971 going against the 'two-nation' theory propounded by the nation's founders that Hindus and Muslims were two separate nations by every definition, and therefore Muslims should have an autonomous homeland in the Muslim majority areas of British India. But in reality it was a partition between Hindus/Muslims and Sikhs in the north and eastern India. It didn't affect South India that much as North. The Muslims in the Indian Sub-continent were divided among the 3 countries ie one third each in India, Pakistan and Bangladesh(formerly east Pakistan). It has been the agenda of the Pakistan army that as they cannot win back the state of J&K, the alternative is to have state sponsored terrorism , though they deny this vehemently (as is the case with any statement against Pakistan) even in the presence of solid evidence.

Its interesting to read the cover story in Newsweek recently (July2008) about Pakistan...."The whole world knows that today no other country on earth is arguably more dangerous than Pakistan. It has everything Osama bin Laden could ask for: political instability, a trusted network of radical Islamists, an abundance of angry young anti-Western recruits, secluded training areas, access to state-of-the-art electronic technology, regular air service to the West and security services that don't always do what they're supposed to do. These Islamist fighters now operate relatively freely in cities like Karachi—a process the U.S. and Pakistani governments call "Talibanization."

Wikipedia says; The Islamic Republic of Pakistan has been branded frequently as a 'Haven for Terrorism', supporting terrorist organizations and is considered amongst the most dangerous nations in the world.

Pakistan is a "failed state" as Islamabad does not have complete control over its own territories and its land is being used by terrorists to launch attack against other nations.....But is it just Pakistan and its rulers or military to blame?

Everyone knows who first sowed/sown the seeds of hatred in British India by their "Divide and rule" policy. When the partition occurred eventually; why was it done in such a haste leaving about 1 million dead?...Wikipedia says "Partition was accompanied by one of the largest and most rapid population transfers in history, with 17.9 million people leaving their homes. Of these, only 14.5 million arrived, suggesting that 3.4 million went "missing"...

We cannot change history but we have to learn from the lessons it has given us. Isn't US/ former USSR responsible for the state of affairs in Pakistan at the moment in one way or another when they intervened in Afghanistan in the late 70's and early 80's for their own hidden motives... Infact almost every country has a responsibility in some way or other for Pakistan to be in the present state including India.

No one seem to have a solution for how to 'normalise' the state of affairs in Pakistan. India definitely has a role to help Pakistan and the first aspect of this should be in how to increase the confidence and trust among the South-Asian neighbours

However, its up to Pakistan and its authorities to take the initiative and try to reign in the terrorists as early and effectively as they can; other wise it is likely to perish because, as in an earthquake everyone will be affected and has to suffer aftereffects, the greatest damage will be located at the epicenter.....

Lessons learned

Its more than a fortnight, since the Mumbai attacks. Let us see whats the aftermath; At least 188 people were killed in the attacks.Among the dead were 141 Indian civilians, 17 policemen and army and 30 foreign nationals from 10 countries ( and about 300 injured physically and many many more mentally and emotionally). The government has announced compensations; but the loss suffered by the individuals, relative and families are irreversible. At the end of the day common people (and the brave security forces) are on the loosing side. A few political heads rolled....

The Prime Minister apologised (in parliament) to the nation for not preventing “this dastardly act”, the new Home Minister rolled out a revamped internal security road map, the Leader of Opposition offered full support to the Government and the External Affairs Minister, while ruling out war as a solution, sent Pakistan a tough message that if it did not act against elements using its soil to target India“it will result in some sort of situation that we (Indians) do not want.”

I don't know what all that means??...


The lesson learned for the Indians is that they cannot take their life for granted (and this is true for any global citizen); but in India, specifically the government is not in a position to completely guarantee safety and security. The common people(not politicians) are at risk of terrorism from anywhere, but especially across the border at anytime irrespective of the place, religion, class or caste.

The new home minister announced a few measures to bolster internal security:
  1. a national investigation agency would be set up
  2. Vacancies in the country's intelligence agencies would be filled and they would be equipped with advanced equipment
  3. a coastal command would be set up to secure India's 7,500km-long coastline
  4. a total of 20 "counter-insurgency, anti-terrorism" schools would be set up in various parts of India to train to train police and security personnel
  5. commando forces to be set up in the states
  6. laws relating to terrorist acts would be beefed up
  7. money laundering laws to be strengthened.

These are all good in theory and principle. But will this be practical? We have seen and heard many politicians saying this and that....I think the most important aspect in this whole saga is the urgent need for an introspection and change of attitude for the politicians. If India wants to prosper and flourish, to become an important power in the twenty first century and to ensure the safety of the homeland, I propose a few ideas:

  1. Politicians to retire after a certain age
  2. The minimum qualification of contesting in an election should be at least a graduation. I know that people who have haven't done formal school education has gone onto become great leaders; But times have changed and we have to change with time.
  3. The 'VVIP' security and 'Z category' nonsense etc should come to an end!...instead these resources should be directed for the welfare and security of the common people.
  4. Compulsory one year military training for all citizens especially youngsters...
  5. More integration and communication of the various security services at the local, regional, national and international level.

India has suffered more than 4,000 terrorist attacks since 1970, with an average of about one killing per day. Has anyone thought why is that places/cities/countries in other parts of the world who have become victims of terror never had a repeat attack again? Why is Mumbai or Delhi or for that matter Indian cities targeted again and again?

The answer is that people learn from mistakes and put a plan in place for the prevention of such attacks. Iam sure there are many attacks that have been foiled in other parts of the world. But India has not learned and becomes a soft target again and again. This has to end..enough is enough..wake up everyone...defend our homeland....

Thursday, 27 November 2008

Mumbai





It has been a terrible 24 hours (or more) for India. Mumbai is virtually a war zone, looks like a battle field. I started following the incidents from about 19:00hours from yesterday. Mumbai has been brutally attacked by 20 or so terrorists at 10 different locations; more than 100 people are said to be dead; among them about 6 foreigners and many taken hostage. It seems that the terrorists arrived in a boat from Arabian sea after having dropped from a mother-ship off the Indian coast. Most of the news channels around the world have been covering the incidents live with in-depth analysis of what has been taking place. How long will this continue? Hasn't human life got any value?

There will be a lot of questions asked in the next few days. Who are responsible? How can a bunch of people just come in a few boats and attack a country which claims to be the biggest democracy and boast of third largest armed forces in the world? What are the politicians and the government doing?

India is not a stranger to indiscriminate terror attacks. Such attacks have occurred regularly, and with steadily increasing frequency, in recent years. In this year itself there have been bomb blasts in many major cities of India that has left many dead. Mumbai, India's financial capital, has been targeted before. So why did the government not have a Crisis- Management team in place? The terrorists it seems knew exactly what they were doing; where to hit , how to move around the city and even the layout of each hotel probably better than the security forces. Is this an intelligence failure or a Coast guard failure or a security failure or a total failure of law and order in the state?


Countries and individuals are of mainly 2 types; some are proactive, some reactive (early or late!)...In this case I felt that the government and authorities were almost inactive (with due respect to all the security, police and other forces who are still trying to rescue the innocent lives). It took the government about 24 hours to even establish a help line! I remember a movie which I watched recently called 'Wednesday'. In this movie a common man who was sick of living in terror, decided to act as he felt that the government and police were inefficient to maintain the safety and security of common people. No wonder people start thinking along these lines; There is widespread shock, anger and sadness around; especially anger against the politicians. I hope the politicians and authorities start doing something for their country. This should be a wake up call for everyone and let episodes like this never be allowed to be repeated again.

Sunday, 23 November 2008

FSS syndrome and Time

Friday- Saturday- Sunday (FSS) syndrome is a new kind of experience which I am going through since my arrival in UK.

I would define FSS syndrome as the physical, mental, emotional and physiological effects and changes in ones body and mind before and after the period spanning between 17:00hours on Friday till about 8:00 am the following morning of Monday..

I did my schooling and undergraduate education in India and never thought that much about week-end and week-days (WEWD). Of course I may have been very naive or may be that I thought everyday is more or less similar. Anyway I never had this concept. Since my arrival here I slowly started to understand that everything here revolves around the concept of weekday-weekend cycle and it seems that every person in the west is a 'victim' of this condition in one way or other.

Most people work very hard, just to relax over the week-end, recharge their batteries, then again back to Monday- Friday cycle.... I know a lot of people have butterflies in the stomach from Sunday morning and have sleepless or disturbed sleeping on Sunday nights, called by the popular term Sunday night syndrome. Some people like to sleep on &on, on Saturday and Sunday mornings with out getting out of bed till noon to 'over-compensate' this...

"For six days work may be done, but on the seventh day you shall have a holy day, a sabbath of complete rest to the Lord; whoever does any work on it shall be put to death-Holy bible Exodus 35.2; So this is not a new phenomenon. Also this is not just limited to the western world. I can see this process very much in India and other eastern countries too. In the Middle-east this is TF (Thursday-Friday syndrome) rather than FSS...

One of the problems with this WEWD cycle specially for a full time worker (ie from Monday- Friday 9:00-17:00) is that everything comes to a halt after 5:00pm during week days. The only time they can do the shopping and other activities like Banking, post office etc is on Saturday. Thank god, in the last few years because of the Sunday Trading Act(a UK law governing a shop's right to trade on a Sunday) bigger shops open for 6 hours on Sundays.

It seems that in UK all we know is Monday morning ie starting a new week and before we realise it is Friday and then the same WEWD cycle. How fast time moves....or is it just normal? I remember recently reading an article on time. 'Clock time' may be about minutes and hours, but 'Real Time' is down to how we experience it, which differs from person to person depending on what we're doing.

A child's school day(9:00-15:30) is like a 20-hour day for an adult.
Children are experiencing everything for the first time, all their experiences are new. They also have an incredibly intense vision of the world, an amazing fresh perception. Children are amazingly awake to the world around us, so it seems time passes slowly for them. This is Perceptual theory first put forward William James. Also according to the theory of relativity, time is related to a lot of factors; its not absolute. So I think its all about our perception.

I remember as a child everything seems to be going slow especially each academic year at school. Everyone will be waiting for the summer holidays in each academic year and when we are through a few weeks (into the holidays) , think that the time is going slow and that we want to get back to the new year at school (for new books, new labels, new uniform , pen/pencils etc etc), some how as an adult we have fewer new experiences and so probably time goes too fast.
Older people also tend to have fewer new experiences and this may be a reason why it feels like time is going fast.....It may be that Children don't have much responsibility and so feel like there is more time. Also an year is a long period for a child while for an adult it is too short!

If you have a meeting in London, rather than driving (though I love driving), its always better to take a train as one can get some work done or may be meet new people. In a long haul flight we can get 'more time' than our next seat sleeping passenger if we do something, even reading a book/ news paper.

So change your daily routines, bring in novelty, have new experiences. For example if you are an early riser try to do more at night and sleep late. For me who is a late sleeper and a late riser the best advice to follow would be....as the old saying goes..Early to bed and early to rise makes a man (and woman) healthy, wealthy, wise and may be slow down time too!!!